No 2013 Baby


Well, that’s it. No 2013 baby for us. It’s just not in the cards. I feel like every turn the cards just keep stacking against us. Its so frustrating it makes my stomach hurt. My depression level has slowly crept up so I feel like there is a rock sitting on my chest. We both want a baby so damn bad! It’s just not going to be a 2013 baby. 😦

I’ve heard so many people say things they think are helpful. “Relax and just let it happen” or “Maybe it’s just not the right time” or even “Have you thought about you carrying instead of your wife”. All of these things ARE NOT HELPFUL!!! Not one little tiny bit! I know that they are said by people who do genuinely care about us, but it just doesn’t help.

I know its hard for many people to understand, especially if they have never gone through it themselves. I have many peers who have a child or hell even a couple children already! We are behind in the baby making department. Not that we wanted to rush into anything, but by the time we DO have our baby we will be what… 24, 25? There’s no true timetable. I guess when it happens it happens, and until then we ride this crappy falling apart roller coaster.

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I couldn’t really think of a title for this post, so it’s probably going to be a mix match of stuffs.

I know that I haven’t written in a while so here it goes!

Lately I’ve been thinking about family. What family means, and when we will be able to start our family. I know we are only 23, but we are actually behind our peers in the baby making process. Its not as easy for us as it is for some of our friends considering we just don’t have the anatomy for it.

Its definitely going to be a journey, but it will be one that we won’t forget. Although the frustration will be immense, and it may take some time it will be totally worth it in the end.

I hope my family understands and will be supportive of our decision, but its our life so here it goes!